30 September 2006
ANYWAY, This Wed is time for reward. Haha... results gonna be out. Here's my lil plan for myself:
3As - SE K800i (Using bursary and gonna ask 50bucks from mom and sis as well. As they promised)
3As - SE K800i (Using bursary and gonna ask 50bucks from mom and sis as well. As they promised)
2As, 1B - I'm gonna buy myself a watch =)
1A, 2Bs - Shiseido moisturizer/Red2 short pant
My prediction: 3Bs leh. Haha... then too bad... no reward.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:08
The most difficult to serve customers are those flicked minded. After talking to her half an hour, I gave up and I asked her to come back some other day. Next she was asking me about the marvel gel. I told her that the one with green tea 'll be a better one. She thought of getting one but it cost her 20bucks. N 2 for 24.30. She was hestitating, and she asked if I use, I said yah... and she asked me to share it with her... -.-" Hey I haven't get my pay nehx! But to chase her out of watson, I shared it with her. Then she came back again to look for my hair dye. Talk n talk to her then she finally buy. Fuck! I rather she don't buy lor. It really spoilt my day even till now (I already knock off) Sigh...
Was in two mind whether to continue this job or not. If continuing I wanna request for a permanent outlet le. Cuz is like I already had a good relationship with westmall customers. And most of them are regular customer. Then if new girl down there, all get my commission. More over, I can hit sales for westmall, so why not put me back?
My pay out gonna be about 440bucks for 2weeks include my commission. But the having listing out all things that I NEED ... it seems like I left with none:
HP -- 47
Internet --- 30
Hair Cut -- 25
Hair Colour (2 boxes of currensia) -- 44
Concession -- 53
Reserve for school fees - 243 (Still not enough)
Sigh...
Anyway I got to know two new friends at JP watson. Cuz yesterday was asked to be there. And my sales is real bad, as on Thursday the other girl manage to sell 21 I only 10. Anyway, the main thing is... with everyday jogging 2.4km + 1meal/day... you're able to lose 5kgs in 3-4months! That's powerful. Haha... I don't think I can... sob sob.
Tomorrow working 13hours... 'll I collapse?
The Bottom Line: Believe that you can make a change in your life today -- because you know you can! In Detail: How are you coming with that big personal goal of yours? Chances are, you've forgotten about it ... or placed it on the back burner while you deal with the pressing matters of day-to-day living. Today, you need to pull yourself out of your normal routine -- switch off your autopilot and put some hard work into this goal! If you don't start today, when will you start? It's time to stop accepting things for what they are -- believe that you can make a change, because you can!
I hope I'll luv myself more
19:44
28 September 2006
Mom finally willing to see a doctor and the outcome wasn't good. She have to go through an eye operation due to infection. No worries... : )
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:51
Mom finally willing to see a doctor and the outcome wasn't good. She have to go through an eye operation due to infection. No worries... : )
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:51
Late night, deep thought. Is cigrette more important than your daughter class photo? Why is my jie like this? She'd rather spent a 50bucks buying cigrette than to fork out 18bucks for her daughter class pix? That's ridiculous! Although I don't 've much cash left myself but I still paid for her. I was kinda disappointed. I always thought that she's the one who I can go to when I ran out of cash. But I think I'm wrong. As a sis, I don't ask for any allowance. Looking after lil' 'lyn is part of my duty as well. As promised by my 2brothers and sis that they'll pay for my 30bucks internet bill monthly has never ever come true. That's kinda sad. Is just 30bucks and they couldn't afford it yet they could afford to smoke. Ha.
I don't wanna say that I'm a teen but an young adult. Hitting sales target for hoyu is easy, but it has to depend on good location. Till date, already 2months yet I haven't get a confirm location. How much can I really earn a month (Having being deduct 2times of CPF every 2weeks?) 538bucks excluding commission. Is 538bucks/month a lot? I don't think it's even sufficient for my one month expenses. Just concession alone, I've to spent 53bucks away. Bills 100bucks. The rest 'll be mine. 385bucks is what I left with to survive the entire month. Ave spending/day is only 13bucks. Is too less for me to save up. How about the semester fees, assignment books as well as class fund? It cost about 300over bucks. Sometimes... I just wonder, why can't they just take turn to help me out with my internet bill monthly?
Although having to travel to work after school on Thurs and Fri, my life isn't tough at all. Whats really a tough life, is what my mom has went through.
Still 've 50bucks with brother, but doubt he can return me yet. Haix... the saddest of life 'd be... the moment you left with no money and no one to turn to. Luckily the pathetic piggy bank still 've 10bucks left for me to top up my ez-link card. At least I can survive till Tuesday when I get my pay =)
19years old resolution: Every month die die also must save up 100bucks! I wanna have some saving now!
Know why I'll never ever wanna talk to my 2brothers? They're very annoying! Especially 2nd bro, low educated... everything also ask me. Can't you tell that I'm feeling vexed up, get lost!
Phlegm clog, no money to ask for antibiotic. Wanna hair cut (last hair cut was one year ago) no money to cut. Hp sot (always auto shut down. Annoyed when I typed a long smses and it shut down itself) no money to buy new one even with a plan. Bursary... please come please... QUICK!
Didn't he (dad) 've a brain to think? He's sleeping my place, then where do I sleep?
I'm encounting the saddest moment of life, but..
where is my friend?
Confused
Contradicted
Vexed
Stressed
Pressurized
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:00
27 September 2006
Emotional conflicts are swimming in your head, and they could distract you from the tasks at hand. Luckily, any of these issues will be good to ponder ... you have some tough choices to make, but you really can't go wrong, no matter what you decide. Ask a friend to hear you out -- share what you're going through with someone you trust, someone who values honesty above sweet talk. Don't worry that you will come off as weak or indecisive -- the people in your life want to help.
Sales was good!
One couple came over to our kiosk at around 10am and bought 2 boxes. After walking one round of all kiosks, they came back again. I thought they came back to collect their order. But he said: "Put down, we still wanna buy". He even help us to promote to another aunty. Haha. Bought another 4boxes. After another round, they came back again. Thought just passing by, but they took another 8boxes, cuz they said our service is very good. I was humble and I replied back, all kiosks services are good. Finally the lady said: "We are praising you, that your service is very good". Haha... so long didn't receive compliment le worx. So happy. =) In charge was good in doing business as well.
Was in two mind whether to help out this weekend or not. I'm sure 'll be damn busy. If they need my help, m willing to help out after hoyu. 2 jobs/day. Only for 2days... don't think 'll worn out that easily.
Yesterday and today hit sales, in charge asked me if I wanna get anything back home. But I don't want worx, haha... just spare me from the nag can le. Hee hee... I told her, if mdm say our sales is good, must ask her promote my pay next year worx!
Went to 900++, walked into a singtel handphone shop. Haha, they joking buy one get one free, only for today!
Send lil' niece back home, jie jie was asking me why m I keeping so many smses of alfred. I replied back, just someone whom I met last year and send those smses you want to your own hp! =)
I wish I've the courage to ask her make a decision for me. To try or to move on.
Anyway, Happy 19th Birthday to best friend Kelly.
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:39
Sales was better today. This week working at another outlet, sians. Hope sales 'll be good as well. Anyway, tomorrow having a very busy schedule norhx. After work going home to shower and meet my friends. Maybe 'll be back home late as well, the day after tomorrow still have to work.
Take good kaiire.
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:18
26 September 2006
I saw this hunk with his friend. I think he's feeling unwell but still he went into Mac with his friend to have their dinner. I was eyeing right directly the place where he and his friend sat. Suddenly mdm ask me go outlet wait for her. Went down, in the end she don't need my help. So walking in a very fast pace back, he was gone. I could still remember he has a very nice hair colour, nicely style up. Not very tall but taller than me, wearing spec, wearing long white shirt, pretty tan. Didn't notice if there's a lil' ear piercing. Haa, my ideal guy should dress in that way worx.
He reminds me of you. And I could still recall I was waiting for you at the mac. We had our dinner, or should I say... was my 2nd time accompanying watching you having your dinner. The way you smile just melt my heart. I still remembered I bought you that cookies and you accompanied me to wait for my bus. You sms me and said that the cookies was nicely wrapped up, was feeling unbearable to eat. But who knows you still ate up the whole pack and get yourself sick. Yet afraid to fall asleep as you afraid you might not be able to wake me up on time for my exam. You still remember?
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:15
25 September 2006
Last night couldn't sleep so 've been thinking of lotsa things. I think I should learn to let go and start everything afresh. I wanna change my lifestyle, but what's my aspiration? A successful career woman? Perhaps I should start hitting the first million by the age of... [Plan when I step into the society world] I don't 've to be extremely wealthy, but I need to be wealthy. To give my future child the best that I can afford. I don't wanna them to be just good in one thing, but in all. I wanna send my child to toddler class at the age of 3 and send them for swimming, art, music, dancing, skating classes at the age of 4/5.
After this busy holiday, I should get things plan and manage it well. Making everything a good habit by the age of 19.
Resolution:
Respect my family members [I can be rude for nothing]
Be a more patience lady [I get annoyed easily when one requires me to repeat]
Be more disciplined [No work if revision seems to be neglected]
Be more organised [No hp, mp3, books, stationery lying around my bed any more!]
Be more optismictic
Be more feminine
A good decision maker
Which do you believe? Fate and destiny are created by god or they are just in our own hand?
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:30
24 September 2006
Was in two minds whether to off or to work, in the end I went to work for the sake of shopping trip to KL. Sales was better than past few days, but not much different.
Flu was getting bad, lots of phlegm when I servinng customer, no voice out of a sudden. Haa... customer said I look pale, needs to drink more water. And yes, I felt giddy this evening. In fact, since last night, that's why didn't go and meet my friend. Whatever it's, too poor to see a doctor right now.
Just now went to meet Gina to have dinner, but didn't eat much cuz mummy prepared my dinner. Shared with Kelly, just nice that she haven't had her dinner. =) Went back home eat my dinner also no appetite. Have a chat with mummy and I realised that her index finget is still itchy and it seems like it's getting worse. So I've decided that no matter what, Tuesday I must drag her to see doctor! And I'll give that doctor a dressing down. Cuz mom said after applying the cream that the doctor gave 3 weeks ago, it has no improvement.
Tomorrow working evening worx, hope sales will be better. Mummy agreed with what I said nehx. [Working half day might as well don't work. If 6days gonna work half day, then total salary 'll only be 120bucks. Not even enough to cover my school fees. Hais... might as well stay at home and rest. Haha...] she nodded her head.
Anyway, thanks mummy for helping me to find my ez-link card. "ve been lost of 2days... and for that, it cost me near 10bucks for transport.
M not going to KL le, don't ask me why. Friend personal reason, so we'd be heading to JB to catch lotsa movies.
Asked friend my doubt, they said they'll contact that guy if they were me. Hell, I'll not.
Off rest, nighty.
Flu was getting bad, lots of phlegm when I servinng customer, no voice out of a sudden. Haa... customer said I look pale, needs to drink more water. And yes, I felt giddy this evening. In fact, since last night, that's why didn't go and meet my friend. Whatever it's, too poor to see a doctor right now.
Just now went to meet Gina to have dinner, but didn't eat much cuz mummy prepared my dinner. Shared with Kelly, just nice that she haven't had her dinner. =) Went back home eat my dinner also no appetite. Have a chat with mummy and I realised that her index finget is still itchy and it seems like it's getting worse. So I've decided that no matter what, Tuesday I must drag her to see doctor! And I'll give that doctor a dressing down. Cuz mom said after applying the cream that the doctor gave 3 weeks ago, it has no improvement.
Tomorrow working evening worx, hope sales will be better. Mummy agreed with what I said nehx. [Working half day might as well don't work. If 6days gonna work half day, then total salary 'll only be 120bucks. Not even enough to cover my school fees. Hais... might as well stay at home and rest. Haha...] she nodded her head.
Anyway, thanks mummy for helping me to find my ez-link card. "ve been lost of 2days... and for that, it cost me near 10bucks for transport.
M not going to KL le, don't ask me why. Friend personal reason, so we'd be heading to JB to catch lotsa movies.
Asked friend my doubt, they said they'll contact that guy if they were me. Hell, I'll not.
Off rest, nighty.
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:09
23 September 2006
Six months you’ve been together with your girl, so how’s everything? Time flies unknowingly, and yes I do miss you.
What’s wrong between us?
Don’t ever wish me that I’ll find a better guy that you. You’re not a good or wonderful guy that I’ve ever met, but I just love the way we’re and I love being with you. All the late night calls, smses reflects how sweet of you. Don't ever ask if I'm hurt if sorry is what you gonna say to amend the cut. So what if it'd be puzzle back into one whole when the scar couldn't be removed. Sometimes, I just wonder why the person waiting for one year is not you. Why must things always turn out to be ironically? Why? Perhaps, for the time being, I'll never wanna get into r'ship when I still couldn't cleanly forget our past.
I miss you, alfred
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:28
22 September 2006
Today morning overslept, luckily I cough otherwise I'll sleep till 10am+. Shower out took cab down to Ginny office and collect up the free gift. And she brief me on the sales target. She said we've to try selling 10silk/day and 5labo/day. Which I think out of 3places that I've went, only Westmall meet the sales target. Then why did she want to transfer me to other outlets? Sigh... haha... the highest sales for labo / week is only 14. Which I could sell 23/week over at westmall. Sigh, what's wrong with her? Anyway, today sales again is bad. Don't ask me why, is so spacious that we can play blowing.
How many times must I tell her to call me when she didn't cook? Fuck
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:02
21 September 2006
Sales was so so so bad today, is even more worse than my very first day of work. I sell zero. Yes 0. Is the problem lies on me, or the price? Is 2bucks more ex than watson, more over watson is just next to my location. Hell... anyway, m having a very bad cough. Feel like taking off day worx.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:57
20 September 2006
I'm down with flu for days and sore throat since yesterday. V xin ku, might as well ask me die. My throat is so dried up and I've drank lots of water still so dry and itchy. Like that, how m I gonna hang on for the upcoming 2 weeks of non rest day schedule? Monday-Wednesday most probably 'd be working from 12-10pm. Thurs-Sun 'd be from 12-7pm. Hell, that's tiring enough. But I sincerely I'll not fall sick until the perhaps... the first day of school. Cuz after this two weeks, m going holiday with friend. After holiday, school starts. Think the first day of new semester is the only that I could afford not to attend eh?
Back from JP. Went to meet girlies and had our lunch at long john. Actually I don't quite really like to eat long john but again, I just wanna something that can fill my stomach. Yepp, then we head to pepper + to get my black pant... finally. =) Walk and shop and we dropped by the tour agency and asked the bus to KL, she said 42bucks but is only one way. Duh! Friends said wanna go look at the budget air line, but it turns out to be 100bucks! Hell! So we decided to go ourselves. So qin u joining us? If yes, girlies... p.s fix a date! Cuz my schedule is really pack, as well as you girls one eh? So fix a date and we shall keep ourself free. Can't wait to go KL worx.
Sians, tomorrow morning 've to drop by Ginny office at 10am just to collect the free gift for customer. Next gonna report for work at... again the different location. Sians. Some more tomorrow is mummy off day nehx! Thought I can accompany her for a shop, well... it has been ages since I last go shopping with mom. Hope this week flies fast... as well as for the next two weeks. Hope time 'd just stop at our holiday. (=
m having cough...
is takes a long time to recover
so it's like a
nightmare
Friends, please take good kaiire worx.
I hope I'll luv myself more
11:10
19 September 2006
I was so bored that I took pix of myself again right infront of the computer, yes... again! Haa... I simply love this two pix:
Went to orchard with Kel and window shop. Saw many nice clothes but no money to buy. Haa, then went to luckly plaza, accompanied her to agency then we walked to PS then to seng song. Bought my personal stuffs, was so so so cheap! Hmm... JJ told me that package no more le. Went to mac and headed back home. So tiring. Haa... tml meeting her again. Wanna go top up our house prepaid meter as well as to buy my black pant. Not forgetting to look up for agency to KL. Cuz we think it's safer to go with a bus than ourselves. Hees, Jo said we might get con half way. Iyo... won't de lah. Can't wait for the day to go KL. Think she's thinking of going there for 2days or so. Let's see. Hope to stay there for 2-3days if the hotel rate isn't that expensive. =) Wanna buy, eat, buy and eat. Wanna 've a enjoyable holiday before school starts. Time to pamper myself eh? Lala...
Lil' niece so xin fu. She was wanting a roller blade till I do not know how to handle her. Then dad promised to buy one for her tomorrow. Sigh... I always think that daddy dote jie jie even more than me. Sob... not jealous just envious only. What lil' niece want, he'll buy it for her no matter what. But what I want, is always from my own pocket. Sigh... perhaps... things are like what mic's uncle and she? Perhaps...
o.O dead beat...
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:51
Unpleasant memories may be holding you back. Luckily, today you're able to find a way to let go of these relics and keep them in the past, where they can't affect you anymore. A new person on the scene can inspire you to see things in a novel way and move on. Suddenly the old wounds you were nursing don't hurt so badly anymore. You're thinking positively about a new relationship, probably because it's preparing you for a brighter future.
Why can't he top up his ez-link card himself when everyday he has to pass by the interchange? ;( Since he know that 10bucks can only last him one week, then why not top up more at one shot like 20 or 50 bucks. I'm not that free to go JP just to top up his ez-link card lor. Hell, spoilt brat.
Kind of dislike my elder brother attitude. Everytime set alarm clock at 10am, still don't wanna wake up, sleep n sleep. Late le then ask me why I never wake him up. Please larh, how old are you already still need me to wake you up. Be more discipline ok? Expect me to let him use the bathroom first. Come on, why must I? When you don't make an effort to get up of bed earlier. Nah, I shall see what time you gonna sleep till for today. Anyway, that tenant also like that. Every morning his alarm clock will ring from 7.30 to 8+ then stop. My goodness, that's why I'm sitting right infront of com at this hour. k c u f. The way he close his door is like banging the door. About 12 mid, he's still playing songs from his lappy. Is the very first tenant that I dislike so much. I'll take to mom, ask her talk to dad and ask him to talk to the tenant. If he not dare, I should do the talking, but I might be nasty. Just afraid I drive away him and you've no income.
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:20
18 September 2006
Why didn't I read this earlier? How can I tell if he's over his ex? Sometimes, it's alarmingly obvious that he hasn't moved on. Other times, it's an instinct we get. Pay attention to your gut reaction -- research has shown that women are usu right when it comes to spotting unfinished business. If you're worried, confront him and ask for reassurance. If it appears he's just still healing but truly wants to be with you, take a leap of faith. We'd all love if it our partners had never loved anyone but us. Sadly, it's virtually never the case.
When I happens to read this page of CLEO, immediate I thought of the call you gave me that night during my break time. You questioned and you asked me lots of questions and left me speechless.
Why didn't you wait for me a lil' while more? Why didn't you ask back the same question again, perhaps my answer 'd be different. Why do you wanna left me regret?
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:07
If you're in a romantic relationship right now, you can expect things to shift dramatically soon -- this might be the new growth phase you were hoping for. If you're single, your independent status will hold a lot of exciting mysteries for you today. Be open to where this day takes you, and follow wherever your curiosity takes you. It's time for you to be more reflective in what you want out of life -- are you aiming high enough?
Something that I find it so weird. There's **bucks being credited into my bank a/c, but how 'd it be when MASE said they don't pay us commission through bank. He said the company pay us in monthly basis. Payment voucher will be issued on 25th of the monthly for July sales. But then, again... where's my payment voucher? Worse thing is I didn't record the day we help out in superband in my time sheet. So I wasn't paid for that particular day. Alright, worries not... tomorrow I'll drop by there to ask my agent up. (:
Hey peeps, how will you people react when you saw CSL (Consolidate) code in your bank account and the amount of money you've drawn is a few Ks. Heartache isn't it? Sigh. Anyway, I guess I'll owe my brother a birthday gift. His 21st birthday wish is to get a bike with a downpayment of 500bucks. But as a younger sister of his, how 'll I've so much to fork out the downpayment for him? Unless kor kor and jie jie are willing to share with me. He wanna get his licence le worx. How how? But mummy never like him to drive a bike. Argh... whatelse can I get for him on his 21st birthday? That ideal gift... I seriously think there's none other than bike. If not that I'll 've to pay for my next semester fees, I'll give him my bursary. I really mean it. Although I still fucking hate him, but he has been trying his best to talk to me, trying very hard to kajiao me. Just like yesterday how I was being frightened by him again. Was wanting to tidy up my bed when I came out from bathroom. He was lying on my bed and covering with my blanket, when I pull the blanket I saw feel his legs. Eeek! He laughted. =) But still I don't like him, no way to amend the wound. ;( m petty!
Manage to get to sleep last night at only 3am. I thought I was dead beat but was still awake until 3am. Wake up at 9am this morning. Haa, weird... as long as there's work I'm sure to overslept. Be it a day shift job or night. Anyway, was thinking that is 350RM enough for shopping or will it be too much? Cuz I don't really mean to get so many things for myself. Just one new pair of school shoes perhaps a nice black covered shoes for work as well. Cosmestic that's all I wanna buy. And I didnt' manage to fix a date till now. Friend hope to go by this month but I'm too broke to go. So fix on 13 Oct but then friend said that 16 school starts, wanna rest. So fix on 6Oct my cousin having school in the morning. So think of weekend. Fix on 8Oct but then cousin have something on. Friend wanna go sungei wang which is in KL, and I did a research on it, was a pretty nice shopping mall to shop. But I doubt my cousin know how to get there as she's staying at JB. So I was thinking of going to Sungei Wang on Mon/Tue/Wed ourselves but as you peeps know, it's not safe for us to go there when we do not know how to speak malay. Argh... whichever decision I made, is like so impossible. I really wish to go either day of 9/10/11 of Oct, cuz is my off day. I do not wish to take a single off day from work cuz if I take, i'll 've less income. Sob sob... someone help me make a decision p.s.
Is just one day that m staying at home, I could feel that m rotted. Computer, pack up my notes, computer, magazines, tv, computer again. Sigh, no life. I miss work. Haa, think for the next 2 weeks I can feel sick, no off day! Haa... 'd be standing all days n nights. Bursary p.s come soon...
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:44
17 September 2006
Finally weekend is over, that means I could have a good rest tomorrow (: Tuesday 'll be going out and maybe Wednesday too. It depends. Things that I die die have to get on Tuesday 'd be my facial stuffs as well as a nice black pant for work. Not to forget my this month concession too. Although having school holiday now, I still 've got to work so concession 'll be more value.
Liarec promoter gave up? Didn't get to see her today at work, kinda miss her. Didn't exchange contact with her either. Sigh... hopefully 'll get to see her next week. Only her crabs (craps) can make my boring day ups. Hees. Came a new promoter, but I think is the only day that I'll get to see him. He is the promoter for amino collagen, a very well-known product from Japan that's good for complextion. Too bad is too expensive otherwise, I don't mind trying.
Anyway, I really can't wait to go JB. I already get my few weeks more salary prepared for everything. First and foremost, I need to pay my this month upcoming bills before shopping eh? Next I'll need to set aside few hundred bucks for next semester fees. N I think I should try to give 200bucks to mom, it isn't much at all. The remaining should be spending on shopping trip at JB on early Oct.
I wanna go JB get... mummy say must get a new pair of school shoes. Cuz she said mine already opened like crocodile mouth, throw it away! Alright... she also suggest me to get new pair of black shoes for work. Perhaps. Then I'll wanna shop for lingeries, a dozen for my wardrobe? Hees. Make up stuffs definitely I wanna buy, is half the price, even at their watson. What else? Some nice nice gifts for friends. That's all bah. Or if I saw one pair of roller blade that I like it so much, maybe I'll consider buying too. Perhaps... their PMK too... is there any at JB? Think have. Jeans... black pants... tops... yes yes yes... all I want to buy!
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:56
16 September 2006
Couldn't drag myself up this morning so was kinda late too. But can't be bother to take a cabby down any more. Sales was pretty average good these two days. Hopefully tomorrow gonna be better. That watson assistant manager very jialat, asked me to be messenger. He wrote a small note n asked me to pass it to one of the customer shopping around watson. Haha, wish him good luck worx. Knock off went to find jie jie and her friend. Walk around westmall and bought my lil' niece few story books, hope I'll 've time to read it to her. Reach home void deck saw mummy, she was waiting for me to go night market again to buy dinner. Yes lately our dinner time is pretty late, so spent about an hour there. Reach home, so tiring. Hopefully tomorrow time flies as fast as possible. Wanna sleep right after taking bath all the way to Monday noon. Wake up, shower and gets everything tidy up! I really wanna faint when I saw all my exam notes one pile here and one pile there. Every wardrobe I opened, I could see my notes in there as well. Reader, should i throw it away or should i keep? Monday evening, I feel like catching a show, who's interested?
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:15
15 September 2006
Wah, overslept today. No choice but to shower quickly and get out of house without tidying up my bed. Was raining cats and dogs, so decided to take a cabby down. PIE road was blocked and the driver left with no choice but to take a big loop at NTU to go from KJE. Damn, longer route and that's why my cabby fare is near 9bucks. Heartache*
Reached workplace and saw a new promoter for LIAREC paris. Her name is Sharon, yepp we clicked on well and we become friends. It was her very first day and she's so afraid that there 'd be zero sales. So I gave her some tips of how she should approach and sometimes, in sales line you'll 've to lie a lil'. And she said, is really working! She managed to sell two of her products to one customer (n it so happens to be a guy, buying for his wife). Good work girl, tomorrow will have a better sales. So what Nivea Good bye cellulite? I'm sure if you put in your hard work, you'll double up her sales! So way to go. Anyway, I discovered that we were both into the same CCA when we were in sec school life. And whats so coincidence was, we played the same instrument! Unbelievable.
Went to JP watson and saw a girl kept on looking at me. Initially, I thought she wants to promote me something. But in the end I discovered that she was the new batch hoyu promoter. Haa, and we clicked on well too and chatted quite awhile. Anyway, her sales was so good that I can't help but to get envious. 89 silk touch for 4days work. Nah, I had not yet hit half of her sales yet. Jia you, if I manage to hit 51 already contended le.
Sigh, new promoter comes, the old one gone.
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:51
14 September 2006
Yesterday turn in at around 2am, was blogging out some thoughts and 've overlook the time. Woke up at 8am this morning to get shower and tidy up the house till 10am. Then went to fetch my friend up and most of the time we were half doing own revision, half chatting away. Alright, out of the 3 kakis, I think only Hau would be seriously doing her own revision. But I enjoy revising together with 'em. =)
Costing paper first question was on overhead analysis. Computation of Overhead Absorbtion Rate (OAR) was the next question. Glad that it's not linked up. Process costing was question 2, bleahx, was even easier than my revision paper. Haa, that's because Sim's always love to let us attempt those "concept there" question. Not those pattern type. Haa. Next was Breakeven. Damn I was stuck in part c) Computation of sales volumn. Until the remaining 32mins I cracked my brain and yes the formulae came into my mind. Relief, cuz without the sales volumn, about 9marks 'd be gone for other parts of the question as well. Whoohoo ~ last question was decision making. Hell I do not know what I've wrote to answer the question, but definitely my answer supported my advice given to the management. If CAII result secured at 90, then I think shouldn't be too big a problem for me to score A for costing. Wah, can't imagine that out of these 3 modules, costing was the easiest. Nah, senior never be wrong in telling me this. Time really flies, left one more semester to go. Hmm, after graduating, 'll 've to step into society and work. Argh, experience the real work life must be tough! But it's gonna be challenging too. =)
I'd be busily working during this holiday to earn enough money for next semester fees as well as shopping trip at JB. Simply too many things that I wanna get. Look forward to October.
Anyway, 4 Oct results gonna be out at 9.00am. 12 Oct we'd log into e student portal to check 16th Oct timetable. Argh... wishing to end school everyday at 12pm!
Alright, tomorrow have got to work. So tiring. Can't even have a rest day yet, until 18Sep, gonna be a pig, sleep all the way. JJ said that she's lan sui but I tan sui go where also wanna sleep. She understands me the most! Gonna miss 'em especially JJ, Valencia, and Doreen. Hmm, wondering how's her registration of enrollment getting on.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:50
I was tricked!
She: I'm staying over at my mom's house. Can I go to your house tomorrow and revise?
Me: But my house do not have a proper place to study
No reply! I thought she was angry. Hell... after an hour a call from her. Told me that she was watching a show with her friend's brother. And I went o.O" okies.
Valencia, this person is none other than that mood swings girl. I thought she was angry with me that's why I sent her another sms saying that she's most welcomed to my house if she don't mind sitting on the floor and writing on the coffee table. Hell... I was so worried sick for her yet she's having her sweet sweet moment with a guy! Sigh, I sincerely apologies to you. Explaining more to you tomorrow morning. I believe you've slept.
I don't feel like logging into WLNY anymore until someone I know added me. And there's this person called **** *** and the msg says: "her wish is to make more friends". So I added this person w/o reading up the profile in my msn. And I didn't notice that this person was a GUY until half way of the conversation!!! Hell! But afterall not a bad guy that talk nonsense. At least we chatted something on hobbies eh? Alright, quite a caring friend.
Argh... already 1.05am m thinking of this very special one. I was thinking of the night that we walked around the park, that breezy night. All the nonsense that I've said, kinda bored you up. I remembered how you tuck me in with blanket, how you asked me to sleep properly. You were playing your maple then, till dawn I guess. I woke up with a smile, looking how cute you've slept on your sofa, right infront of your com. Hur... the milk you brought it into the room for me and the noodles you cooked, the cabby you insist on paying and how the ways that we get contacted, was so different. Is your birthday, wishing you a very Happy Birthday. Hope that you're no longer sad, cheer up. I always... ... ... I know you'll never wanna hear this, but still I'm very sorry of how everything ended. Dui bu qi...
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:03
13 September 2006
First n foremost, thanks Valencia for ringing up Sim's to check on my grade. What's her reason for not replying my sms? She was away to industrial attachment and she left all the soft copies in school. That means, if she's gonna reply back my sms, that gonna be after exam. Perhaps, I'd have to wait till school reopen, by then I already know my overall grades. What'e ever it's. I shouldn't be relying on too much of CA ave mark too. So way to go girl!
So elated that tomorrow's gonna be my last paper! Whew ~ that's what I've been longing for. Keep thinking of working and earn lots of money to go for shopping spree. But it seems like I'll 've to save for the school fees first. Blahz... then for what give me the bursary it's not even for 2 semesters fees. ;( argh.. excluding all those assignment books, class funds etc etc... Sigh, thought that I could stop working for hoyu once my contract's up. There's one fortune teller told me that I'll be rich when I'm in my 20s, but when will it be? Exactly 20years old, or 29years old? Why can't I've some saving at the age of 19 still?
Big sigh... :)
Life seems to be so meaningless
"The impt things is not that we can live on hope alone, but that life is not worth living without it" quoted by Harvey Milk.
Hmm, I forgot what to blog about when Doreen called me. She said: "Remember to revise, don't blog for too long" Hur...
I hope I'll luv myself more
15:00
Tomorrow will be my last paper (Costing) hope to do well in it. Questions coming out would be Overhead Analysis Sheet, Process Costing, Marginal Costing as well as Breakeven. Actually m good in doing overhead analysis sheet, but my weak point is that, m often careless. And that affects the rest of the answer. Same for process costing. As for breakeven, m good in it too. The only weak point is in marginal costing. Hell, all the 4type of marginal cost (1. To make or to buy. 2. Special Order. 3. To retain or to drop. 4. Profitability Ranking.) Actually to think of it, it's not difficult at all for all the 4 decision making.
To make or to buy - Just have to see which spent the least expenses and you could make a decision.
Special Order - As long as the components get from outside supplier, and you make a profit, you can accept the special order
To retain or to drop a product/branh - Look at the impact of profit and compare, you could make a decision
Profitability Ranking - Is the easiest out of the 4 decision making. Sales - Marginal Cost = Unit Contribution and starts ranking the profit!
After blogging out, realised that afterall costing isn't a difficult module. More or less after blogging out, feel more motivated to put in efforts to revise. =)
All the best to all...
I need a grade A for costing
What a nice, what a good, what a wondering, what a caring lecturer that all kakis 've described her. I was pinning a high hope to receive her reply of my CAII costing grade. But day after day that I've waited, umpteen times that I've looked into my inbox, there's none of her sms. Sigh... great disappointment.
Should I or shouldn't I blame them? What a friend? What a kakis for when they don't even jot down your grade on behalf of you. Or at least they should 've told me that she has already shown 'em the grade for CAII the day when I was absent right? At least I can check with her the next day. Sigh... for what telling me that majority just need to score 20/30 to pass costing. Who would want a PASS? Neither you nor I. Hais... vexed up.
I'm not claiming that m a great friend/kakis. But at least I'd bother to copy lesson notes for kakis that couldn't make it for lesson on that particular day. Mind you people, is rewriting everything of what lecturers had taught and with lil' note of my own explanation in it. Is not I send for photocopying okies? Who really appreciate it? Perhaps... 1 out of the few. Alright... stupid girl, stop blaming your friends! Who ask yourself not to go school. Serve you right. Haha... m mad. Nah, that's my kind soul that I've always been mentioning to all my kakis.
Attention kakis: P.s don't be offended by the above content.
I hope I'll luv myself more
12:27
12 September 2006
Today paper was easy, as easy as a piece of cake. But I nearly give up the issue of shares (10marks) question as I've no idea what was it talking all about. Focus the left over an hour on question 1, still didn't manage to balance in the balance sheet. Argh, hand itchy, go and cancel away my computation of interest on loan. Sigh... I remembered there's one time that I tried doing it, manage to balance, but was all scribbled. Trying to redo, but can't get back the correct answer le. Hais. Wasted, wasted lah!
Was so nervous, anyway already over. So far predicted grade 'd be...
Taxation - B
Accounts - B
Costing - ?
Thursday last paper, way to go everyone. Friday gotta work, so tiring. But lots of money, hees!
Actually I'm someone who's easily be contended. Even a sms [Sista, you alright? You seems to be moody this morning] at least it shows that someone cares and concern about me. Can't wait going out with school friends. No idea when we going out eh? So sweet of her lending me her jacket before the exam. Actually m kinda cold but I didn't wear it. Haha... lol, don't jealous, we're just like good sister!
Took train together with a group of friends. That Geraldine arh... say excuse me till so loud. Haha... still dare to laught at herself. =)
Hmm, catch up with cello juniors. Seems like they've slacked a lot eh? Hope everything's gonna be fine. Haa... jia you all my beloved juniors.
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:34
11 September 2006
Everybody was so stunned when flipping through the taxation paper this morning. It comprises of 2 sections with 4 seperate questions.
Q1A) Capital Allowance Question which requires us to compute
1. S19A Schedule
2. S 19 Schedule
3. Balancing Allowance/Balancing Charge
4. Summary of Capital Allowance
Which I took exactly AN HOUR to compute the requirements.
Q1B) Capital Allowance Question which requires us to compute
1. Qualifying Capital Expenditure for relevant year
2. IBA Schedule
3. Balanching Allowance / Balancing Charge
I was stuck in requirement 3, which I could say, I threw away 4 potential marks.
Section 2 Business Deduction
2A) Computated of Adjusted Net Profit and Assessable Income.
Most of us thought that it 'd only ask for Adjusted Net Profit but it turns out that we'll 've to computed additional parts of
Adjusted Net Profit
Less: Capital Allowance
Add: Other Source Income
Less: Approved Donation
Less: Business losses b/f
Assessable Income
Hell... that wasted my 10mins in calculating it.
2B) Computation of Statuory Income, Chargable Income as well as Net Tax Liability.
Net profit as per account
Less: Non trading Income
Add: Non deductible Expenses (Mind, we've got to copy every transaction when listing down the non deductible expenses. And today's paper, I suppose there're more than 15 transaction in this question)
Adjusted Net Profit
Less: Capital Allowance
Add: Other Source Income (tricks in financial year)
Less: Business losses
Less: Approved Donation
Less: Approved Donation
Chargable Income
Less: Exemption
Net Tax Liability
Hell, just the format alone is already time consuming, in addition to that... is a super duper long paper yet we're only entitled to 2hours. Frankly speaking, I was frightened by the paper as well as the time left for me. I was racing against the time, is challenging, but I doubt many can take it. I hope they won't be moderating the grade, at least I'd still hope for a B [Prediction of grade].
I thought I'd be feeling unbearable of having no taxation the next semester, but I was wrong. I was kinda relief. =)
Hais... working hard for accounts paper. (:
I hope I'll luv myself more
15:17
10 September 2006
Heavy is punishning me? Too much of revision that I got two hard skin formed on my palm. Is kinda painful to grab the pen tight. Shh... mummy put on two plasters for me. =P But one already dropped off when I was washing my jacket. While the other one, m removing it tomorrow, is too slippery with plaster on.
Anyway, I think I really can't wait for my last week of holiday to arrive. Haa... that's because m going to JB. I think I'll wanna stay over there as I wanna spend one day on shopping spree and the other day on catching movies! I wanna catch Little man as well as Gigolo wannabe. And if time allows me, i'll wanna watch more!
Mummy was asking what I wanna eat for dinner, I said m too full to eat any. And she said: "Tomorrow you're having exam, you must make sure you eat something tonight since you don't take your breakfast every morning. What if you gets too nervous and you fainted before your paper?" immediately, I replied with a "CHOY!!!" like that my effort will be down the drain. Haix...
Think m dying to know my costing CAII result. Cuz I dreamt of Mrs Sim's and Ng last night. Argh... exam stress.
100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A,100,A
Advance accounting - A
Costing - A
Taxation - A
Advance accounting - A
Costing - A
Taxation - A
Costing - A
Taxation - A
Advance accounting - A
Costing - A
Taxation - A
Costing - A
Taxation - A
Argh... obviously this is what I'm dreading...
I hope I'll luv myself more
19:21
09 September 2006
Alright I've been revising taxation lately, and I redo all the revision paper given which I used up 30 pages of multi-column pad, double sided within 3days. Each day I completed a unit revision, hopefully Monday paper wouldn't be too difficult for us. Sims said that business taxation has the highest A, so isn't surprising to have lotsa A. They'd be moderating the grade, to be safe, try to get 90. ARGH!!! Nightmare. But I believe if the IBA is not gonna be too confusing, there shouldn't be a problem getting 90 over provided that m not careless at all.
Blah who's not hoping to get 3As for all modules? But can I?
I've computed, to play safe, I shall take it 90marks for grade A for taxation. And to get A, I'll 've to get 92/100 for this end module exam.
CA1 - 78/100
CA2 - 98/100
Total CA Average = 78+98/2 = 88*40% = 35.2
IF end module = 92/100 * 60% = 55.2
Overall mark obtain = 35.2+55.2 = 90.4
Overall grade for tax = A
If 80 gets a grade A for accounting:
CA1 - 82/100
CA2 - 100/100
Total CA Average = 82+100/2 = 91*40% = 36.4
IF end module = 73/100 * 60% = 43.8
Overall mark obtain = 36.4+43.8 = 80.2 Overall grade for accounts = A
CA2 - 100/100
Total CA Average = 82+100/2 = 91*40% = 36.4
IF end module = 73/100 * 60% = 43.8
Overall mark obtain = 36.4+43.8 = 80.2 Overall grade for accounts = A
To play safe:
IF end module = 90/100 * 60% = 54
Overall mark obtain = 36.4+ 54 = 90.4
Iya... all these to play safe, I really 've to mug super hard to get 90 over for all papers. Hell, hopefully I don't make any silly mistakes cuz all these modules I've selected can flunk you with one incorrect computed amount at the beginning. So check my work, double check, and triple check before leaving the examination hall. Sighs... Jia you, jia you...
I hope I'll luv myself more
15:28
07 September 2006
Wake up at 9am and meet up Hau at 1.30pm to study. About 3.30pm kena chased off by the staff there cuz we were at the children's corner. Damn it, she think that we fancy to sit on the carpet than proper chairs? Hell, 3rd level was so packed with people that we can't even find a single seat to sit on the carpet! Yes, is that packed!
So accompanied her to JP to shop for her implant attachment outfit. And guess she spent 35bucks on a blouse, 28bucks on a skirt. For this implant attachment, she spent 63bucks, hopefully she gets good grades back.
Wanna do revision, but was feeling so sleepy. Thinking to nap now and wake up middle of the night and mug. Suggestion?
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:50
06 September 2006
Was an advance celebration for Doreen Birthday at TM Pizza Hut. We bought for her a sleeveless shirt with an ornament, one pouch with cosmestic (mascara and eye shadow), 2 cards (1 specially from me) and a hand made paper bag by Hau's.
Uncertain about whats really went wrong during the dine in that my spoilt my mood, *shrug. JJ was suggesting to take pix but I turned her down because 100% sure that someone's gonna talk about the other again. I finally understand how JJ felt when we're in simei. She wasn't happy, and she prefer her CT friends. It's not that we're not great friends to be with, is because as a whole group we don't click well on one another. Sigh, that's a pretty tiring to survive for another semester.
Met Ben and he passed me an order form. He was a COM (Cert of Merit) holder, attending the graduation ceremony at our school. Bad guy, sneaked out half way of the ceremony so needs me to do him a favour. Haa... Anyway, congrat to him!
Chatted with JJ about girls, but I think she got the wrong idea of what I'm trying to say. I was only trying to say I don't like people to do things that I hate infront of me. Especially mocking at own group people. What's the joke that can't be shared?
How true of Mic boyfriend had said when we were about to sing birthday song for Doreen. He said: "Wah liao, you girls are her friends" and he starts singing the birthday song first. Sigh... how disappointing when someone (c'mate of birthday girl) thinks that it's so embarrassing to sing a birthday song for her c'mate. Haix.
For the past few days or rather since that night, I've been paying so much attention on her. Yet on the other hand, I'm someone whom doesn't know how to talk/ cheer ones up. That's so clumsy of me. Alright, I do not know... perhaps... she's just like a sister to me ever since the very first day of school in simei. And I admire her of her independency as well as her school work.
Sincerely hope that QS scored with flying colours. Best wishes to beloved kakis, Mic, Hau, Doreen, Valencia, JJ, Alicia, Twins Bro n JP.
Sigh, f'ship hurts even more than anything else
I hope I'll luv myself more
17:07
05 September 2006
100bucks was like gone in 2days? Partly was because of watson having 20% sales on personal stuffs that I needed and the other half is gonna spent on birthday gift for Doreen and pizza dine in tomorrow. Just finished filling in the card with lotsa words. Haa, know what's the best birthday gift that I'd like to receive? That's a card from each individual of my friend, a card filled up by their warmest wishes!
Discovered that CA revision period had lot more revision paper than end module paper. Why is it so? I feel that is kinda wasting my time travelling to school with no additional revision paper. Hais. But if staying at home, also sians. Unless kakis are willing to come out and revise the day, afternoon and night away. Haa... I believe i'll be more motivated in that way. =)
Whatever it's, way to go everyone!
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:00
04 September 2006
Was pretty early this morning for costing class. Mrs Sim was late. Did revision paper and made some super duper careless mistakes. And if was the real actual paper, I flunk that topic for costing. That's scary. Lesson learnt, do it slowly and steadily rather than fast and with all the wrong answer eh?
Both lecture were bored. Accounting class not much revision paper left. Sia lah... I'm asking for more revision paper! Please give me more more and more.
After school went to Bugis and get pretty present stuffs. Shall update what we bought for her after wednesday... Haven't 've got the time to write the card for pretty. Promised to sing Nickey's song for her on her birthday, haha... =)
Left with 4 more days to taxation paper, time's running out for me. Discovered that I still didn't 've enough practice for all papers. Jialat.
Nighty...
... m I too sensitive?
I hope I'll luv myself more
22:21
02 September 2006
I was so pissed off by mom's attitude. I know she's feeling unwell, but that's not the way to show her attitude. And she insist on claiming her medical fees of 60bucks and insist going for work when the doctor gave her one day off MC. I was so mad, so mad with her. Cuz I think is not too good for her to claim her medical fees. And she should stay at home and rest instead of going for work. Sigh... disagreements, don't feel like talking to her. No matter what I said, 'll never go into her mind. Hais.. sians... fark up.
I don't feel good, cuz I'm feeling sleepy. Yet I hate to walk into the room, cuz is full of cigarette smell. Hell... my mood rotted. Hais. Tomorrow having off day, not sure if it's a good news or bad news for me. Whatever it's. M off to sleep.. m damn fucking hell exhausted.
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:42
01 September 2006
Today working at 10-5pm no break, after knock off going to meet Hau for revision. I don't think I'll have the time to revise. I'm sure she'll have lots of doubts to clear. So I'd be explaining. Sometimes, I feel that when explaining to her she was like absent-minded. If she's gonna be like this, she tends to forget easily. And there's no way that she'll see the pattern of the question. In the end, whatever I teach her 'd be down the drain. Hope today she's more attentive.
Yesterday told mummy that I'm very worried for my friend. Then she asked me back: "For what? Worrying for your mom then correct." Then told her that I'd be back home around 10pm, cuz helping my friend in her school work. She replied with: "You don't even have enough time for yourself, you still want to help your friend? Care more about yourself first. That night sick still wanna go find your friend during such a late hour? And get yourself a scare on your tight. Blah blah blah..." all her nagging.
Sigh, no time to eat, hope won't gastric eh?
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:01
